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"If you don't like it, deal with it."

Jun. 7th, 2009 | 05:13 pm

You know what, I think I will.
One thing that makes my eyes roll all the way back into my head is when people think they're
coming off as tough, rebellious or even level headed by saying, "I like Twilight*- deal with it!"
*=(Insert another popular teenybopper obsession if you wish.)

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i just don't stop.

Jun. 5th, 2009 | 10:42 pm

it really sucks how I let all the progress go to waste.

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just stay true to you.

May. 18th, 2009 | 01:08 pm
feeling : aggravatedaggravated
listening to: Eminem - Beautiful

Nothing like a little lying to end the night.
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i breathe out, you breathe in.

May. 10th, 2009 | 11:56 pm

I feel the need to
re introduce myself.
hello, I'm nameless.

A crappy beginning
definatley. I can tell
you right now that walk
with Dan a month ago
happened, but in the most
awkward way

Oh well.

Great news. I have a meeting
at the Family Life Centre on the
20th to apply to be on the year long
waiting list for therapy/counseling.
Somehow my mom has convinced
me  (without realising, of course) that

this is not what I want, this
is all just a hassle for me and for her.
As if It wasn't hard enough for me
to break down in front of her and  tell
her that everything has been getting just
a tad out of hand and I'm ready for my
problems to be taken seriously.

I'm tired.

So yeah, I might make a more
pleasant introduction a bit later
on. <3


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Apr. 28th, 2009 | 03:52 pm

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i decide to be clever and set my computer clock to april 2.

Apr. 2nd, 2009 | 07:04 pm
feeling : crankycranky

What a lovely start to a lj journal. I really need to rant. So guess what?
My parents are separating, well, my mom broached the subject to my emotionally abusive, obsessive compulsive, autistic dad yesterday.
That's not my issue. When it comes to a separation between my parents, I am unfazed. I know  things will be better off if my mom and I didn't
have to live with my dad.
Things are blowing up right now, and I'm not sure why.
I had a fine day at school. An eight period long presentation - but at least it ate up the time we could have spent doing work.
I come home with my mother and am immediatley told to empty out the dishwasher, both levels, for my brother who happened to be gone to the movies with his friend.

No big deal.

Sitting at the supper table with my mom eating spaghetti, my dad starts talking about how he has to back up his computer for the 'super virus'. Um, wtf? So, I ask. Natural reaction, right? He tells me it's going to wipe out all the computers that are turned on April 1st.  I doubt this is going to happen, but I ask him if he can help me back up my data on my laptop. He ignores me. An hour later, I ask him as he' sitting on the ground watching a TV program about the virus. He ignores me and continues to harp about why he really shouldn't have had spaghetti - he can't have carbs ya'know.

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wait there.

Mar. 26th, 2009 | 12:09 pm
feeling : pissed offpissed off

Oh msn has me with my panties in a bunch now. -hides-
When they first came out with Messenger plus, it pissed me off to no end.
Once I'm finally used to that, this new msn comes out and after hearing about
how great it was from a friend, I felt obliged to download and experience this
wondrous program for myself.


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